I did it again, I spent the evening doing chores as well as making dinner and pumping instead of catching a nap like I wished to do. I want to make sure the house doesn’t get too behind in cleanliness. I keep doing this even though other moms keep telling me that as a new mom I should let things slide. I wonder how other moms do it. Will seems to do some of his best sleep late evening. I need to get my sleep then too. When I was brushing my teeth getting ready for my little nap before Will wakes up, I found myself crying. I would have liked to sit and watch a funny movie tonight. Just to laugh and relax. But I didn’t. Now we have laundry done and the kitchen is somewhat clean.
Balance. I want it.
Housekeeper. I want one :}
On another note, today Will and I went to a postpartum yoga class in Berkeley. The teacher was wonderful. There was only one other mom and baby in class and I wound up chatting with her and exchanging info with her. I meet the nicest people in all of these mom/baby kinds of classes.
Blessed am I.