I looked up “jobs for moms” in my google search bar because I wanted to further along my search and to see what opportunities lie out there. The looming deadline of me finding work that I can do from home is quickly approaching. I want to try to have this figured out sooner rather than later or, at least progressing nicely (it could be more than one thing that I do for money). I am distracted from life, from Will in the worry about what in the world can I do that will let me stay home with Will and make the money we need?

This is hard to do because I have trouble managing my days when i have one thing scheduled … I even have a hard time getting out for a walk on days where I have nothing scheduled like today) man my cabin fever is on. When I stay home all day without getting out I feel terrible. Will is always needing something or if he isn’t then I need to eat or nap. Excuses excuses. I just don’t understand it. I have a friend who just had twins. She seems amazing, happy, balanced. Perhaps I don’t know the full picture. Anyway, I am to be amazing and I feel like I have a long way to go. But I do know that I give Will much love and attention and I am proud of that.

Oh, yah, the title of this post led me to what I wrote above but more specifically here is what I was referring to: this article on time management for work at home moms was interesting and positive. There are ideas of how to make it work and prioritizing.

(I typed this on my side while breastfeeding Will in bed in the “side-lying” position. It was not easy but I aim to reach out to the world. Hello out there!)